Hey guysss, here's a short post!! I won't be able to post tomorrow!! sorry x Do you want me to keep adding a little bit lebanese or keep it all in english??? Please tell me through twitter and for keeping in touch with me, follow @anonymousLe :D
love you all,, x
We kept talking and chatting until i got a SEVERE headache. The pain was killing me, I was kind of dying but still alive.
Joe was still talking, he didn't realize anything.."My apartment bi beirut is right next to the..."
5alas,,, I couldn't handle it anymore!! My tears ran down my cheeks , I started crying. I couldn't stop it, we're on a plane!!
no pharmacy.
no doctor.
no nurse.
no first aid.
I lost hope---
Everything was becoming blurry, I was passing out. " Help me .. Help me" I tried to say it loudly but it just sounded like a whisper.
Joe:" shu?...
he turned his face to me , he was checking out the duty free nagazine.
"Serene... what's happening, your face is pale!! what's going on. do you want me to call someone for help.?!!!!???"
"I'm fine, Bde nem shway"
I tried to fake a smile and make up something just to let him relax, I didn't want him or my mom to worry.
I was so thankful that mama sat in the front rows while we were in the back.
"Serene, ser, se, een"...
his voice was for sure getting louder but to me it kept going down..and down and down.
"an eye for an eye ......."
"Your crystal eyes...."
"Je m'appelle Joe.."
I was getting flashbacks, I got lost between reality and the dream i'm dreaming.
Joe: " Wake up, please wake up.. serene."
I was getting conscious, I heard his voice but I wasn't aware of anything around me.
I heard what he said, but in case he had more, I ought i kept my eyes shut for another 5 minutes.
A scene I imagined while I was unconscious
"I didn't know what on earth he was talking about or what I was imagining.. "I dont want to go through it again, Its hard,"
regardless of that, the last part made lots of sense<3 "I love you serene."
I wasn't completely conscious/ awake, but I felt that someone was holding on to my hand. Right away a water drop landed on my hand, I was wondering..
He was crying."
I slept and woke up, it was horrible.
"Mama tell Joe to stay.. I need him"
I said in a low voice.
there wasn't much noise so he heard me..but the words weren't that clear.
Joe: "Serene!! l7mdella you're back!! "
DAYDREAM---
"I opened my eyes and found my face against his chest. He hugged me, and I felt another tear drop fall onto my hand. I didn't say a word. I was out of breath still in the 6es6eel mode.
However, I didn't want to let go of him. His hug is so warm, and his perfume gosh i couldn't get over it. It was the most irresistible odor I've ever smelled. "
5alas, i thought it was enough".
DAYDREAM OVER---
I rose my head and sighed, " What happened??"
Joe: " YOU FREAKED ME OUT THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED OKAY??, YOU'D BETTER NOT DO THAT AGAIN!! JUST DON'T I CAN'T HANDLE SEEING SOMEONE IN PAIN AND NOT DO A THING."
His tone, he was yelling in my face. He freaked me out more than i actually did, I was shocked and from the fear, the tears raced down again..WHAT DID I DO? is it me or him..
love you all,, x
We kept talking and chatting until i got a SEVERE headache. The pain was killing me, I was kind of dying but still alive.
Joe was still talking, he didn't realize anything.."My apartment bi beirut is right next to the..."
5alas,,, I couldn't handle it anymore!! My tears ran down my cheeks , I started crying. I couldn't stop it, we're on a plane!!
no pharmacy.
no doctor.
no nurse.
no first aid.
I lost hope---
Everything was becoming blurry, I was passing out. " Help me .. Help me" I tried to say it loudly but it just sounded like a whisper.
Joe:" shu?...
he turned his face to me , he was checking out the duty free nagazine.
"Serene... what's happening, your face is pale!! what's going on. do you want me to call someone for help.?!!!!???"
"I'm fine, Bde nem shway"
I tried to fake a smile and make up something just to let him relax, I didn't want him or my mom to worry.
I was so thankful that mama sat in the front rows while we were in the back.
"Serene, ser, se, een"...
his voice was for sure getting louder but to me it kept going down..and down and down.
"an eye for an eye ......."
"Your crystal eyes...."
"Je m'appelle Joe.."
I was getting flashbacks, I got lost between reality and the dream i'm dreaming.
Joe: " Wake up, please wake up.. serene."
I was getting conscious, I heard his voice but I wasn't aware of anything around me.
I heard what he said, but in case he had more, I ought i kept my eyes shut for another 5 minutes.
A scene I imagined while I was unconscious
"I didn't know what on earth he was talking about or what I was imagining.. "I dont want to go through it again, Its hard,"
regardless of that, the last part made lots of sense<3 "I love you serene."
I wasn't completely conscious/ awake, but I felt that someone was holding on to my hand. Right away a water drop landed on my hand, I was wondering..
He was crying."
I slept and woke up, it was horrible.
"Mama tell Joe to stay.. I need him"
I said in a low voice.
there wasn't much noise so he heard me..but the words weren't that clear.
Joe: "Serene!! l7mdella you're back!! "
DAYDREAM---
"I opened my eyes and found my face against his chest. He hugged me, and I felt another tear drop fall onto my hand. I didn't say a word. I was out of breath still in the 6es6eel mode.
However, I didn't want to let go of him. His hug is so warm, and his perfume gosh i couldn't get over it. It was the most irresistible odor I've ever smelled. "
5alas, i thought it was enough".
DAYDREAM OVER---
I rose my head and sighed, " What happened??"
Joe: " YOU FREAKED ME OUT THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED OKAY??, YOU'D BETTER NOT DO THAT AGAIN!! JUST DON'T I CAN'T HANDLE SEEING SOMEONE IN PAIN AND NOT DO A THING."
His tone, he was yelling in my face. He freaked me out more than i actually did, I was shocked and from the fear, the tears raced down again..WHAT DID I DO? is it me or him..
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